来 写 了

haven't written in a long time yo



changed new phone and lost some files but tried my best to retrieve them
though i wont feel as bad as last time when i was so single minded on getting all the stuffs with me
then being very negative when I can't get it lol
I guess I'm too lazy for negative feelings now



Brisbane life has been alright, not the best but not the worst too,
I'm trying out new things that you wouldn't even imagine me for doing
For example a competition like shark tank lmao
It wasn't my intention in the first place but Khadeja wanna give it a go and she was like, what could you lose? and I was like yea right true, i don't know single person here why am I shy or afraid to stand on stage.
So I am in, lol.



Also, my first research project!!
Been sending emails to professors for almost a month, only received 1 or 2 replies saying nah, sorry
and all my friends had found at least one
thats when I get anxious and thinking the one that I got must be destined for me
and then I emailed Prof Linda Lua while Adil and Jye were telling me she didn't reply them so I didnt get my hopes up and moved on to email others
DENG DENG DENG DENG she replied me and referred me to her peer and thats how I landed my first project YAY



Not sure what my role would be cus its a new project that's not established yet
Also my supervisor wants my full time from November to next July! FULL TIME! Means Monday to Friday 9 -5 ! gggggg
no holiday no sleep in no flying to melbourne sg kl anymore 😭 
whats good is that he wants me to publish a paper, and we all know what it means for a scientist 😏 
And it is a good opportunity for my resume as well lah, the lab would probably just hire me since I will be with them from the start of the project, hiring me in obviously better than getting in someone new and training them from the start yeah? 😘



LDR isn't too bad for us too cus he's been trying best to visit me at every possible chance



Sorry if my existence would have bothered you, I'll try to make myself disappear from both of your eyesights.