I'm not sure if you're reading this. But I guess I can wish you happy now...even though I've struggled for days since I found out. The feeling is complicated, even I don't understand so it's better that I don't respond to it...

Sometimes I hate Facebook so much, I hate looking back the old photos, old posts.. like all the people that I was so close to before and now they're gone. Like I hate having those memories
It makes me smile - then mourn for all the pasts. We can't go back anymore, even if I like the moments so much

happy birthday, and stay happy. xoxo