Wanted to post something long ago, cause' this blog is drying up.
But like really don't know to write, always have something that pop up in mind but it doesn't really worth one post, it's like maybe just a few sentence or like a feeling, and i really like long posts... so yea lol. 

Have changed so many habits, that almost becoming uncountable and like changed a lot, i admit 
But like people just have to fit in i guess, how the people around you kind of define you but not exactly, you can still have your own way of doing things, but like i don't know, it just somehow changes a person in many manners. 
Btw, i'm listening to Tove Lo's Habit now while writing this post, still liking it tho hehe

Nothing really happened so like can't really update friends about it. People think i don't really tell true feelings, but only apparent things,  but thats how I protect myself.
I do tell, but the ones are not with me now so yea, miss the high school time when you see your best friends every single day and tell them every single thing so you don't get depression inside. 
But i prefer talking to real person, don't really like skyping and stuff, it's so weird talking to the computer and like when i see my own face it's like okay this is the right angle, but recently i noticed that our face is actually enlarged in the other side so like super ugly.....bla bla bla.

New semester just started, here goes my second uni year like woohoo Im not excited i wanna go home. Such contradicting with my last post cause' like i wrote i don't feel like going back but now i wanna go back (?) . 

I realised the longer you stay away from home the more bonded with them you get...some people get homesick like cray, i don't, i just like how warm the family feeling is. And how much money you can spend without converting currency hahah.

Cousin stayed at my place for almost one week, because the uncle didn't like him so he couldn't stay at aunty's place anymore. I brought him to Pius's birthday party and he got drunk and being loud... And then Fish gets mad and asked me to ask him to move.
But the thing is the day before we left Singapore he told my mom getting drunk and do stupid stuff is embarrassing but like, he just did it... I feel sorry and bad for him that i didn't stop him from drinking at first, but oh wells, my friends say they he'll still get drunk another day, or even worse when without me being around to take care of him.

I wonder how the alcohol works tho, it makes people walk, talk when they thought they were sleeping. It's scary how it reacts in someone, and make them do things that they will never do while conscious... And like guys, never drink drive. Or actually, just try don't the get yourself drunk :/

Apparently chkl's reputation has been going down... so many post i saw about it tho. Not sure what to feel about it hahah. 

Alrighty, trying to get my shits together and start working on Immunology and Microbiology shits :p